Posted by Daemon on March 30, 2004, at 6:30:54
In reply to Re: klonopin my best bet? Long post!, posted by snapper on March 29, 2004, at 17:53:12
Hi there Snapper,
thanks I think for me personally long emails reflect my tendency to spend alot of time thinking about something over and over again :O).I guess I wasn't very straight forward (excuse the pun); I'm not offended by anything you've said, I actually am gay.
I don't have a phobia of other [possibly]gay people but, partly from being bullied I guess, I am constantly on alert or afraid that other people/strangers in general will figure out *I* am and treat me in a certain way.
So I try to act 'straight' but I worry that people will still know I'm not, so in a way even though I'm gay I'm still homophobic but only towards myself! :O\
I am interested in the OCD though because in a sense my SAD is generated by my repetitive thoughts and worry about being gay, I also *hate* change and am a serious face picker not sure
if that's part of OCD?I haven't done any research on OCD and would love to hear what you've got to say about it- do you know whether Klonopin might help? How did you deal with it?
Daemon.
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