Posted by nicky847 on March 9, 2004, at 10:52:46
In reply to Re: is it even possible??? for linkadge, posted by linkadge on March 7, 2004, at 16:32:28
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that is an interesting theory in #6 about your hippocampus..have you or have you considered seeing a neurologist??> 1. My depression is very much agitated and mixed.
> Ocasionally I get sad but not too often. They are toying with the idea of bipolar disoder but I have so few of the classic symptoms. The reason I behave the way I do I that often I am almost in a constant state of panic.
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> 2. The anxiety is what makes me feel suicidal. It is the constant feeling of pushing, like I can't let go, can't stop or something will happen. Constant fight or flight.
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> 3. I don't really know. Most of the time the only relief I can get is in the thought of suicide. Last time I went to the hospital, I had to weight 12 hours in the emergency room. Most of the antidepressants seem to push me not calm me down. I have found relief in benzodiazapines, but no doctor will presribe them.
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> 4. My aytpical symptoms are mood swings. Never high, but I can go from feeling normal - laughing with friends to on the verge of suicide within a few hours. Doctors don't understand that.
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> 5. Just started effexor, at 75 mg now. Have taken Celexa, Paxil, REmeron, Lithium, Depakote, zyprexa, seroquel, risperdal, sinqeuan, klonaz, loraz, bromaz, temaz, ritalin, dexedrine, tegrotol, ....list goes on.
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> 6. I'm not sure. I would be in heaven If I could find a docotor that would prescribe me benzos and opiates, what a combination for an anxiety ridden suicidal ??. I think somewhere along the line my HPA axis got terrible disregulated and shrunk my hippocampas down to the size of a pea.
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