Posted by Maximus on January 13, 2004, at 11:25:20
In reply to REM MERON USERS!! how r all u getting on!!, posted by crazychickuk on January 13, 2004, at 9:56:07
> I been on 30mg for 8/9 mnths with no other med cus i cant stand ssri's trylics etc.... i feel it has starting to ppop out.. my depression is creeping up on me, this week i been kind of good last weeks i couldve killed someone..
Hi you,
I still come visiting this board occasionally and i hear your pain.
Of course it is not your fault, but i sincerely think it is a non sense that you're continuing to suffer like that.
Don't take it personally, but we hear you when you continue to tell us about killing someone. It is not a rational thought. I think it would be a great idea to call your pdoc asap, right now!
Now my little grain of salt on your meds. It is obvious (to me at least) that Remeron is not the right med for you. Your mini hysterias, disillusions, anxiety and homicidal tendencies confirm that. Don't you think so?
Being said, that sounds to me like a deep bipolar depression. You might benefit greatly from a mood stabilizer (or even an atypical antipsychotic) with or without another antidepressant. You mentioned that you can't stand other antidepressants. That is another signature (anger, anxiety, irritability...) of the bipolar II disorder. Anyway all i want to say is that with a mood stablizer you would be able to tolerate an AD or another MS like Lamictal.
Wishing you all the best!
poster:Maximus
thread:300143
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