Posted by crazychickuk on January 11, 2004, at 15:17:37
Hi all, me again !!!!
I think you guys are right i may have bioplar, as all ad's sent me manic and raised my bp!! i am still on remeron 30mg and want to come of it as it aint helping me and the weight gain is just to much, i am overrweight as it is!! I went to my doc on tursday he told me to wait a few more mnths for the phsyc to see me? sheeeesh he wasnt up for given me anything, i guess he is just afraid that they may make me worse or something, which i understand cus he is a good doc, strange but good..
My rages are comeing on more, and i am so afraid of hurting someone, i am obsessing over the littlest things, and i panick constantly, i can not leave my house again, although i have to tommorrow to take my daughter to school, i dont think i will be as bad dropping her of as i would picking her up, as i am worse aroand 11am-9pm then i am ok again after that!!My question is simple really i think, i am just writing what is coming into my head for now, so i am catching it quickly lol.. Like i said beofre i tryed all ad's and trylics no affect just made me to manic and raised my bp... rem isnt helping no more... i need a med asap.. i cant stand these up and down days, i am a nervous wreck, and have to wait a further few mnths to get to see a phsyciatrist or even a counciller, even after ME writing them a letter that i was gonna kill myself!! rediculous... init!!
I so want to try lithium BUT i dont think it will help with my down days, and i must be honest i am down more than i am up and when i am up i am down anyways if you get me?
So any suggestions plse plse plse my dear freinds :)Thankyou
Donna
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thread:299477
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