Posted by cyimda1 on January 8, 2004, at 22:53:31
In reply to Re: really worried about past selenium use » cyimda1, posted by headachequeen on January 8, 2004, at 16:06:38
Funny but I hadn't thought about carbonated beverages... I just don't feel like drinking them any more... good thing too as the laryngo whatsis told me they are no longer to be on my list of what I am to drink anyway LOL along with alcoholic beverages (no great hardship there as far as I am concerned either)..
> I used to drink a couple of cans of pop a day and not think about it.. and now if I do pour a glass of pop it sits there with perhaps a sip out of it until someone pours it down the drain... so that is probably another effect of the Topomax (Dr Jones would be so pleased to know that <G>)
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> The weight loss started almost immediately... three pounds in the first week and that was such a boost to my morale I must say as the antidepressants I had been on had increased my weight as well as my personal reaction to depression (eat like there may never be food again) and to think that I used to be a whole 96 or 97 pounds... sigh... those were the days...
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> by the end of the summer none of the clothes I owned including clothes I had bought to accommodate the change in size fit me... at the moment I have a guest room buried in clothes that I have tossed here and there as I tried to find things to wear over the Christmas period... and then by the end of September I was searching for slacks and skirts and jeans that were a size ten... from sixteen or so to a ten...
> and then when I went on course in late October it seemed to level off.. or because I was so incredibly active... climbing, scrambling, crawling, etc... I was eating more in a day than I had eaten in a week or more prior to then...
> I was still eating my yoghurt for breakfast and lunch with olives and cashews, about an ounce of each for snacks... but for dinner would have meat and a baked potato and a vegetable and sometimes even a dessert... a piece of pie or a couple of cookies...
> now things are normal again, the Topomax normal that is.. I am not really interested in food during the day, although last night I ate a grilled chop and peas and tried to eat a baked potato... forget that one.. did eat the skin though, the best part LOL...
> I seem to crave protein again and I know I have asked about that before on this board and no one seems to find that particular craving accompanying the medication but I have never had it before...
> the levelling phase seems to have come to an end...
> I find that while the size ten jeans and pants fit basically, the waists are too loose, loose enough to look sloppy and I have lost a couple more pounds again... and that is with the Christmas food chaos thrown in...
> turkey and dressing and cranberries and potatoes and gravy and all that...
> and gravy is something I have to have...
> although I had no wish for seconds of anything... even mashed potatoes and gravy which last Christmas as other years has been an absolute obsession... and that despite the heavy depression that moved in to live with me this year...
> So if I can lose a couple of pounds and an inch or so around the waist despite depression and still not crave chocolate...this stuff must really be effective...
> I also find that I am not as interested in coffee now... and that is something to which I admit an addiction...
> cannot finish the first cup in the morning...
> I know, more than two cups causes dehydration,have heard it so often, but I drink it by the gallon as a rule, especially when I am writing or working... but lately, it is only when we are out that I finish a cup...
> and that first cup sits there ignored... unheard of...
> maybe I should quit taking this stuff LOL
> I would be happy to lose another ten pounds...
> very happy... but then I think I might worry????
> of course I do not want the migraines back...
> and I do not want to gain the weight back...
> and I do not want the food cravings/binges back...
> and I DO NOT WANT the seizures...
> and I do not trust the other medication at all as far as the seizures are concerned..
> saw my doctor today and his reaction was that the seizure was probably caused by stress...
> and he fluffed it off... now that reaction causes stress... does he not realise how terrifying these things can be????
> next appointment could be a real knock down drag out war if he continues with that casual approach...
> I don't think that is what the neuro meant by management of treatment... surely????
> kat
>Now I really wish I had been on the ball and weighed myself--wish I had known about the effect AHEAD of time. I'm definitely fitting into clothes I haven't worn in a REALLY long time--so that's a plus...and I was amazed that I lost weight through Thanksgiving and Christmas BOTH. Oh sure--I like sweets--but I'm a CARB girl. Love bread..and now it just sits on my plate. As a matter of fact everything just sort of sits on my plate. Before I had the food down my throat in record time--now it just sits there until it looks even more unappetizing. What exactly is that all about??
Carbonated beverages were a complete surprise, but the first time I tried one after the Topamax--I thought I just got a bad can out of the machine. Finally I sat down with my husband and 4 or 5 bottles of different brands and made him try them with me.
I also lost all craving for coffee, hot cocoa, etc. No desire at all. I'm just wondering -- since I lost so much weight already at such a small dosage, now that my dosage is being increased by more than 100% (from 30mg to 75) if I'm going to naturally plateau or if (HA HA -- this is joke-able) I would hit a point where I'd actually lose too much or not be able to control the loss of weight. MIND YOU I'M NOWHERE NEAR THAT NOW. I started this venture in the neighborhood of a 14/16. I think I'm in a 12 now--though I'm only trying on old clothes nothing new.. time for a shopping spree (whee hoo). By the way--noticing the same thing with the waist. I think I'm gonna try to hit the gym to at least tone somewhat so that as I lose it looks "normal"?? But if I'm in a 12 from a 16 with 30mg, and I've only been on it two months, and he's boosting me to 75mg...am I going to shrink away? Boy wouldn't that be great?? Ha!
Migraines seem to be slowing and the seizures which were relatively mild are all but gone, so I could stay on this stuff forever. The key is lots of water to avoid the potential for kidney stones though right??
Mic
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