Posted by susan baxter on November 24, 2003, at 6:33:52
I have a problem and I really would like some feedback ,I quite often experience and feel foggy in my head /mind and I find myself unable to think clearly . Even in relating to those I live with can be difficult because I say things without realizing it starts conflict and mentally it is crazy . Like for example I cant even get up in the morning because Im worried about stuff and I am a mother and my husband does help but I cant see the light ,I dont know what to do .Depression sucks Ilost my mum at 9yrs of age and she had cancer and I was put on zoloft because I thought I was gonna die from it like she did it really hurt .Sometimes I wish people would show more care of what I have to live with , like I feel burnt out emotionally and Im only in my 20's.Been under stress and trauma as a child breaks me and it does not go away. I have been to counselling and the doc and no matter what I try my grief,anxiety,depression are there day in day out .Dont get me wrong I am an optomistic person but these things do plague an d bug me. I also was sexually abused as a child by another older child and I only recently realized this .I guess you might think that is bad but I really have only told my husband and no one else except this board . Ithink people who are abused feel ashamed ,guilty,embaressed and angry and that is how I feel.Anyway please write if you want to talk to me or if you want to help me too,thanks cheers from Oz.
poster:susan baxter
thread:283117
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