Posted by pekostar on November 23, 2003, at 12:46:22
In reply to Re: help me cope (long) » pekostar, posted by Flipsactown on November 22, 2003, at 15:33:31
We talked (loudly) and he "says" he will go to my Doctors appointment with me. Things can get so confusing when your not sure whether your dealing with my own coping issues....or If it is his issues making mine worse!!
Sometimes I wonder If I will ever be truely "better".
I won't give up, But sometimes I feel Like sending my parents the bill. I wouldn't be so screwed up if they had acted like responsible adults in the first place.
I keep reading all these posts of how everyone here hates their meds. Heck, I am grateful for mine. I've slept so much in my depressive states that I shouldn't have to sleep any for the next 8 years. And when I was awake....no one could stand to be near me. I will do anything to get better. After 15 years of switching/canceling doctors, I am ready to be normal. And I haven't felt this normal before.
Sorry about the babble.
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