Posted by ditzypixy on November 18, 2003, at 14:38:07
In reply to Re: can any1 help me?im losing the plot!!!, posted by MelD on November 17, 2003, at 20:24:14
thanks melodie, yeah from reading this before i reckoned people here would be able to give better advice than my shrink. its not that im not well aquainted with shrinks and meds,ive been seeing a shrink since my ma died when i was 5,im 23 now.
its just it gets to a point and you get pure sick of being treated like a lab rat for every drug out there. you asked what meds i was on,ive been on loads of stuff,every 'family',anti depressants(prozac,effexor,sinequan,lexapro),
anti psychotics(zyprexa,melloril), tranks(valium,librium,dalmane,temazepam,ativan,xanax)and some sleepers.im trying not to take anything cos i dont want to be dependant on anything, but i think i have to,cos im going mental,or feel like it,and its scary!it doesnt feel like panic,as such,more so as if youre flying a plane or something and the controls are broken,and youre going to,most likely,crash. its probably how ive got noone really to talk about it,apart from a diary,cos like i said,friends just say snap out of it.i try and understand them,its probably difficult to see someone acting crazy,even still some empathy wouldnt go amiss! its limng of isolation thats so infuriating and desolate though.im waffling on here,sorry! what meds have you been on,did you find anything helpful for you?
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