Posted by Stavros on November 14, 2003, at 10:43:43
In reply to Re: Break free of that X feelin, posted by pixygoth on November 14, 2003, at 6:20:53
> Quote....
> and realize that I was the one in control of what I feel. I could choose to be depressed or move on. Endquote
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> I'm glad *you're* better, but if I was a moderator, I would ask you not to say this kinda stuff. I have no bootstraps, my friend.
> SPixy, I hear you and don't know what to do either? I Don't know if I have boot straps or if this is an issues that I refuse to deal with? right now on the meds that I am on i can barely open my eyes to face consciousness? I cannot tell what i a doing and have zero perspective. All i am doing is not taking my own life. Call the survival but it's really just being frozen in pain. I you are referencing that you don't have boot straps i don't know what to think? I don'want to freking work out, although i could. I don't want to hang in there or drink more water or sleep better. I have cried out to God, been prayed over, flown all over the place to visit with docs and still i am no better off? This must be sometehing that I refuse to deal with? I have a great life and everything to look forward to but i want to die. That makes no F*&^king sense? Good luck to whatever works for you? My comments are neither here nor there,I just don't konw where else to go,
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