Posted by octiigon on November 13, 2003, at 7:10:43
In reply to Re: Attentional/Temporal Trapping, posted by gianpiero on November 12, 2003, at 23:34:26
Hey Stavros..... reading your message sent flashbacks ripping through my mind. Memories of collapsing in a corner of a room, only to cry out to God asking to please let me move on. Memories that could easily be tied into Nine Inch Nails songs. Especially The Downward Spiral- basically an analogy to the entire procedure .I don't even know how long it lasted. Years.... that's all I know.
I find there is a loophole somewhere that you have to repair in your mind, at least that's what I found. You don't think there is one untill the thought triggers something in your mind, and then sends explosions of thoughts throughout. Mine was basically the fact that everything wasn't exactly what I thought it to be. I'm sure everyone else's is different....
I found lifting weigths and keeping a diary for thoughts to be extremely helpful.... It also is a way to let you know you have had progress, by being able to look back on things you wrote and say "Hey.. I didn't feel too good about that".
Anyway... I know EXACTLY what you're going through and i'm available to talk most any time.
Keep Surviving.
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