Posted by femlite on October 29, 2003, at 23:29:55
In reply to Re: Well Said....(from one who is ready to jump....), posted by ramsea on October 27, 2003, at 4:03:47
Your so sweeeet. Im sorry to scare you, i was being metaphorical
Im up for mania and horror stories if you are.My turn. Because of pdoc#2 I was cruzing along on WB xl after 3-5 weeks of hell. But I was making it.
Pdoc#2 ticked me off by telling me that a side effect I was describing was impossible.NEEEEEXT...
Pdoc#3 offers empathethically that #2 must be impossible to say such a thing, we chuckle and shake our knowing heads. #3 has written four scrips without my even noticing and is shoving me out the door. Wait I thought we could talk..I mean ...why take ativan 3x in stead of klonopin 1 x????? Why aaderall in stead of WB???? "No you just do as I say".
My new scrips for BP are Adderall, ativan, lithium, and ambian for sleep (so much for the ambien)
I take adderall 20mg first thing this morn. For 4 -5 hours I am supermom, as I wax eloqently on history and current events from mel gibsons new movie all the way to East West split at 10,000 ad. I tried to keep my chat to during breakfast and 30 minuntes more. The kids loved it!NOON dreaded noon, the floor fell out from under me, amphtamine crash ( I learned later on)
I had to lock myself in my room so the kids wouldnt have to see the mess.
Doctors receptionist "He doesnt think its serious so he doest want to talk to you till your next apointment, unless you feel you should committ yourself yadah yadah...Now how do I get throgh the rest of this crappy week.... send me lots of good thought eh?
I have 3 WB and some stims that will land me on my head if I take those, oy vetIm off the WB, got a few tabs left, call gp tomarrow, get back to WB and talk with my gp from no on.
(pdoc #3) the jerk He called me a drug seeker Im not very good at this lying business this "You pretend your here for reasons you cant explain and dont know how I can help, and I pretend to listen and ask intelligent questions and voila, I will write you a med scrip and your problems will be solved" blablablab
They dont really trust or have campassion on those they pass sentence on. No humanity exists there..Now how do I get throgh the rest of this crappy week.... send me lots of good thought eh?
Ps I loved your writing, fur and tails ...:)
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