Posted by crazychickuk on October 24, 2003, at 13:42:00
Well I upped dosage from 15 to 30 2 mnths ago... things aint to well to be honest.. my parnoia (about ppl spiking me) is still there, when i take my tablet i fear i have already took it, i am starting to get panick attacks again about nothing, i am obsessing about things again and the WORST thing is i have been hearing my thoughts lately like ''dont eat that it is poisinous'' and ''donna'' ''donna'' etc etc, it is really freaking me out. erm erm depression is coming back slowely because of all of this. I been back to the doctor and he gave me small dose like 20mg of proponol (beta blocka) to be taken at 2 30 pm half hr before i go pick my daughter up from crowded school, but i havent taken any yet as i know for a fact it will freak me out like everything does.
This week i have had a pain at the back ofmy head and neck and today been freaking out that i got meningitis etc etc... my mum made me a shepards pie and i just heated some beans up and had it for dinner and thats when i kept hearing my thoughts saying ''dont eat it'' shouting at me.. :( so scarey.. so thats me what to do?
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