Posted by almondjoy on October 12, 2003, at 23:41:33
In reply to STupid medicine, posted by I am the med I am on on October 10, 2003, at 21:00:46
...sometimes feel suspended in fear, that if i dont keep myself together i'll be back where i was..alone and institutionalized...so i pop my pills--so my happy face doesn't slip off so easily
...sometimes i remember exactly why i feel anxious. if anyone really knew what happens in my head i'd be back where i was...alone and institutionalized...so now even when i do tell, the makeup is so thick they don't believe it anyway
...sometimes if i let myself think about it, i know it would take one faulty second to skip point b, while sitting at a and soaring to c. so after projecting and denying, interpreting and intellectualizing, and striving to actualize...i swallow another dose of stupid medicine to avoid tumbling back to where i was
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