Posted by Elviz on October 2, 2003, at 18:22:44
I've had more or less severe depression for years I think, just occasionally something like mixed state hypomania and then back to depression. And i was also all the time very anxious. But now for the first time for a long time, I'm feeling actually pretty normal, no anxiety, depression is gone.. no signs of hypomania of any kind, just feeling like... normal as far as i remember it how it felt to feel normal... Right now i'm taking 100mg of Cipramil, 900mg of Neurontin, and 2mg of Peratsin / day. And I'm not really having any side-effects either anymore, before ofcourse i got quite some from Cipramil. But tough guys dont cry, i felt like shit but that is quite much history now... And also i have no need for benzos anymore, i took 45mg of Opamox a day when i was feeling the worst.. Now sleeping like a baby. So life is better for me now than for a long time, I stopped smoking, started going to gym and thinking about going back to studying.. But mostly I'm posting this cause many people take like 20mg of cipramil and say it doesn't work, well it didn't for me either, I actually felt quite nothing from 20mgs. Longest time i took 20mgs was 6 months with not much results if any.
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