Posted by jerrympls on September 15, 2003, at 21:53:20
Hi everyone. I'm on 75mg of Nardil - have been for a couple months. At first it was like a miracle med - my depressed got better so quickly. Now, I've crashed and am afriad of having to go back in the hospital. What else can they do in the hospital? More ECT? NO!!!!!! I've been on everything! I've even been thinking more and more about suicide - but I'm NOT suicical.
I've been missing more work and feel like I just want to quit my job and move home. I know that's not practical - but I'm at a loss. If I miss anymore work, my JOB is protected under the Family Medical Leave Act - but I don't get paid when I use up all my sick and/or vacation time. How do I pay my bills then?
I'm just a basket case. My apartment is a disaster and I dread coming home to it each day. I've thought of hiring a maid service to come in a clean it just like a once time thing. I dunnno?
I need a coach or something....I need more than a psych doc. I have my sister - who's REALLY supportive - so I'm lucky about that. My doc it hooking me up with a therapist - but who knows how long that will take.
I see my doc on Thursday and I'm losing faith in any kind of treatment. Help....God I need help.......help......
And words of wisdom and/or support would be greatly appreciated
Jerry :-(
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