Posted by fluffy on September 6, 2003, at 15:09:58
In reply to Re: Redirect: talking lettuceBarbara, posted by katia on September 6, 2003, at 13:09:08
Hi you guys--
I'm feeling bad again. I feel like I've been conked over the head. SOOOOO sleepy and weepy. I cried and cried yesterday, and choked down food b/c I wasn't hungry. I wanted to break up with my boyfriend. My teeth have been clenched HARD for a couple of days. But I'm able to think more clearly (if that makes sense). But I'm feeling negative and a bit irritable. The only way I can relax and sleep at night is by taking a benzo. I can feel my teeth unclench, and slowly I drift into sleep.
Honestly, I don't really understand what's going on with my mood. Feels a bit like PMS. BUT SLEEPY! I can't tell if its a medication feeling, or if I'm have "symptoms" of BP.
What's my point? I don't know. I just don't want to wear my friends out with my misery. (see--I can't follow my own advice!)
I know you guys will understand.
Katy
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