Posted by katia on September 2, 2003, at 20:48:15
In reply to Re: The alcohol demon » katia, posted by BarbaraCat on September 2, 2003, at 19:44:17
yes, I'm aware of these spiritual teachings and desires, cravings, etc.
And the more you have the more you want and the less you have the less you desire/crave etc.It's not asking too much. Simply, I want contentment.
I've heard of the dopamine thing and alcohol before too. I could use a glass of dopamine now.
I talked to my pdoc today and we are upping the Depakote. I feel very sleepy tho' and low energy to be taking it in the day. And I feel that black cloud descending. it's scary b/c, not sure if a lightening storm of the history is about to happen or will it blow over. Trying to decide if what I"m going thru' is mixed or depressed or BOTH and what will happen with the upping of the Depakote.
I see him in a few days so time will tell.
Katia
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