Posted by Panic_attack on August 29, 2003, at 11:34:04
In reply to Social Anxiety: HELP PLEASE!!, posted by Psycho D on August 29, 2003, at 2:15:38
Hey Psycho-D. Wow, I know exactly how you feel. Im 22 now and do NOT use heavy drugs anymore, but all thru middle & high school. I did ALOT of drugs. LSD, cocaine, YOU NAME IT. I did it and I did it alot. So now I am all screwed up from the past drug use and I have anxiety/panic attacks. I avoid people cuz they are all so judgemental and I cannot bare someone insulting me. Im so use to critism that I just like to avoid people. I get all nervous and weird when I see oldschool friends, etc. It's like im retarded, I freeze, I slur, I can't talk, I freaking shake. LOL. People make me nervous. I cant even have a boyfriend... IM to NERVOUS all the time. I am always thinking "Oh god, he hates me, he thinks im stupid, he thinks im fat". Thats when I turn to alcohol :( I have a pretty bad drinking problem. I dont have much advice for you cuz I am on the same boat in a way. Alcohol is HORRIBLE. Stay away.. its make everything worse in the long run.. trust me. I have lost alot MORE friends due to alcohol . Anyways.. hope you find something to help you thru.
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