Posted by trucker on July 10, 2003, at 21:12:21
In reply to Re: Alternative, posted by pumpkin on July 10, 2003, at 16:01:41
> Dear T,
>
> I'm just browsing around the posts, and came
> across yours. My heart goes out to you, I
> lost a full term son (my only-I have all girls).
> I've had a heck of a life too! I won't go
> into it, but the "church" (I left it), told me
> that my "problems" were because of un-submissiveness (if they only would have investigated what was REALLY going on)! Anyway,
> another time-another post perhaps. I'm here.
> It has been mans choices for me, but NOT the Lords
> for alot of my life. Stand firm- you get alot of
> crap. Ever wonder why? The Lord loves us ALL-
> no matter what we've done, or will do! The cross-
> just you and Him, not others!
>
> I've been off Lex now for over 3 weeks. I'm tired
> of being "vulnerable" and drugged. For the first
> time in over 12? years- I'm med free and trying
> to see what is what. I'm not saying that meds
> aren't good, but I had to do this, and I don't
> regret it one bit. I'm doing what I want to do
> for a change, which I don't think is "unhealthy"
> a bit! Still fighting depression (on or off meds)
> but haven't had "panic" attacks yet (bracing
> myself somewhat). Dealing with memories (bad)
> myself, and praying for the Lords wisdom in all
> this. I now know that the ECT messed me up
> perm.. I warn people, and am getting actively
> involved especially with the vulnerable, and
> elderly.
>
> Will try to post down the line, and nice to see
> some posts from the oldtimers!LOL!thankyou! i hope you can remain med free and be happy and enjoy life alot. i went off zoloft and stayed off for a couple months and every major problem came back. the main one that drove me insane was i couldn't think to funtion, the simplest things like taking a shower, mking supper etc, i couldn't remember how to do them. my brain was miss funtioning. i told my doctor after i finally found one my brain wasn't working right. (it took me three days and alot of distress to find a doctor) thank GOD that is over.
good luck take care and GOD bless you!
trucker
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