Posted by fluffy on June 12, 2003, at 13:28:15
In reply to Re: Everyone on this thread--thanks!, posted by starlight on June 12, 2003, at 13:15:49
Hey Starlight--
I know what you mean. I think I can relate to you (as can many bipolars). I am also very accomplished in my field (hope it doesn't sound too egotistical) and have good friends and a good job. The minute I get depressed, though, I think--here we go again. The more I get depressed, the more I dread it happening again. I think that is what someone said about feeling prepared but in turn fatalistic on this thread. Depression is inevitable--and the loss of self esteem is devistating (esp. when you ARE accomplished and see good things you ONCE did before feeling depressed--it's oppressive to think you can't reach it anymore) And I suppose the suicidal thought comes from the repeated depressions. I have those thoughts too. I don't know if there's a magic bullet.
Your comiserating friend,
Katy
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