Posted by colin wallace on June 4, 2003, at 4:36:06
In reply to this is the end, beautiful friends, posted by wharfrat on June 3, 2003, at 21:24:51
> Adios amigos,
> I cannot take it anymore. The conflicts between myself & my son have come to a head. I absolutely cannot take it anymore. He's won the game. He has driven me from concerned parent, to a person who has obviously failed in life. I've only wanted the best for him, but he thinks I'm a total failure as a parent. He basically hates me and everything that I stand for and care about. I've tried, but nothing helps. It's pretty obvious that in order for him (and the rest of of my family)to be happy, I need to be out of the picture totally. And as of right now, I'm thinking permenantly.
> I've not posted in some time and doubt that any of you rememember me, or for that matter give a rats ass. I'm thinking there is a special places for people like us. And maybe, just maybe, it's not the sheer hell that that life as we know it,can be.
> Good Bye cruel world & God Bless.
> Maybe I'll see ya'll on the other side. If there is one.
> Bye,
> Kevin
Kev,I've been there.Don't do it.I remember you as a poster,and I give a rat's ass too!
You need to get yourself away from your current environment, and visit a hospital, and be truthful about how you feel.Or a friend at least.
What have you got to lose??
Have you ever done something or made a really bad decision whilst drunk, and then regretted it like hell afterwards?When your head clears, you realize just how wrong you were, how messed up your reasoning was?That's how I look back at when I was thinking of suicide.Looking back,I realize I was very wrong, I was helped,I got through it.It's worth it.
There's no hangover and time for reflection to follow what you're contemplating.So think about it in advance!Your family won't want you dead.Chances are, it will destroy them.
But you're right, you do need to be out of the picture, for the moment.Out of your stressful environment and into the company of caring professionals who will help you through.Just go to any hospital and talk to someone.Please.Col.
poster:colin wallace
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