Posted by fluffy on April 11, 2003, at 12:50:26
In reply to Re: scapegoating and crying...*sniff*, posted by pork chop on April 11, 2003, at 10:51:02
Yeah--
I guess I'm realizing what a thin argument it is that every bad judgement call is BP. I'm human for god's sake (something I forget from time to time) and I screw up. I feel like I'm beginning to get the hang of this thing, though. It's been a strange adjustment period. You get this label that explains SOME bad behavior, but not ALL. It's difficult to not totally deny the whole thing or embrace it so much it's annoying. Thankfully my boyfriend seems to understand, too. His mom is BPI.How long has it been since you were diagnosed Pork Chop? How many med trials did you go through before trying Lamictal? I'm on my second Mood Stabilizer. I tried Tegretol first, but I felt very flat and depressed after a couple of months. I just don''t want to be a guinea pig forever. (as I'm sure you feel the same way)
AND I hope that you find stability with your combo soon. It's tough.
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