Posted by catmint on March 11, 2003, at 0:06:59
In reply to Re: Are you really BiPolar?????, posted by linkadge on March 10, 2003, at 20:41:50
> After finishing fall exams I was naturally
> elated. It seemed the elation turned into
> a strange feeling that I cannot describe.
> Nomatter what I did, it was not enough. Perhaps
> I had done it the wrong way. Perhaps this
> is not what the teacher really wants.
>
> I tore up, (what I realize now) were
> very well prepared. It was as if God
> were putting an idea into my head
> and not letting it go.
> One thing was that I perviously raised my
> fish oil dose to 6 g's Perhaps this pushed
> me over the edge. I thought It was a mood
> stabalizer?
>
> Anyway it was on lithium and off celexa, and
> ever since the rage has been unbearable.
> Just wanting to take them and hit them
> repeatedly over and over and over and over.
> YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, THIS IS NOT WHO I AM
>
> Linkadge
>Linkadge,
Please make an emergency appt. to see your pdoc. Tell him exactly how you are feeling (sometimes you need to write it down, so you don't leave anything out). If you feel that you are not getting the approprite care, do what you can to see another doctor.
Do you have anyone to help you?
Have you tried any anti-psychotic meds like Olanzapine (zyprexa). That helped me once when I was rageful and breaking things.
I have been reading your posts here for for a while and it seems that you are struggling a lot. Please change doctors if you can (or have you already?)
I hope you get better soon,
::Amy
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