Posted by Sadsack on March 10, 2003, at 19:58:40
In reply to Re: No moreGOOD NEWS! Lex IS NOTworking » Sadsack, posted by Dysfunk on March 10, 2003, at 13:56:42
As strange as it sounds, it's comforting to me to not have any good reasons to be depressed. It is how I know it is all chemical and not my fault. If I was totally screwing up my life and refusing to get therapy, I'd have to blame myself, BUT I am making all the right choices and I recognize that I just have a medical condition that needs medication. When I find the right kind, I'll be back to my (relatively) normal self. If I was diabetic, or had some other disorder it'd be the same thing (I might not be so cranky and mopey but you get my drift). It's one of those life hurdles. You don't ask for it, you don't like it, but you deal with it because there is nothing else to do. Let me know how the med thing is going.
You'll get there, you have alot of insight and that is half the battle.
> Sadsack
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Thanks for your support. I am currently awaiting a call from my doctor any minute now. He did renew my script. I have to see if I am going up or down on it. I am so discouraged cause I have no real reason to be depressed and to cry, and I feel that way. It is like my body has a difficiency. I hate it. :^(
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