Posted by sjb on January 7, 2003, at 12:28:57
Well, lasted almost 2 months on no meds, but really crashed this week. Lots of binge eating on cookies, cakes, fried foods, (like a caveman or something), crying, sleeping and this from someone trying to get ready for a marathon. What a freakin' joke. I'm a pathetic looser. Always have been. Always will. No pills ain't gonna cure me, especially all the supplements. I was taking so much (supplements) I couldn't keep track of everything or cart them around, plus they weren't working and they cost a lot of money.
Left sick early yesterday after eating a whole cake in the break room and called in sick today. Have no clothes to wear 'cause I can't get into any of my office clothes which are nice. Look old and am old. Tired of this sh** year after year after year, esp. this time of year.
Anyway, went back some meds this morning. May or may not get a temporary boast but it won't last. NOt calling PDoc 'cause it will the same 'ole same 'ole. Sick of it all: The docs, the therapists, the pills, the "feel-good" books, and all the rest of the useless crap that just drains one's wallet and adds to someone else's.
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