Posted by Jaynee on December 7, 2002, at 1:19:42
Well, I am boozing it again. It's like once I start I can't stop. My husband hates me when I get like this, all I can say is I need to go to another level. The level of no worries. When I was on Celexa I didn't drink at all. It tried but it made me sick and I didn't feel the need. It's not like I drink all the time, its just when I start I can't stop. I want to go til I am no longer, no longer here. I think I am may be still depressed, but I think I am more bored than anything else. I just don't know. I think I am basically content, I am just a lost soul. What the hell. I guess there are worse things in life. I was told I have ADD, among other things and I am on no drugs other than booze, when I get going. I go usually for about 5 to 6 days straight and then I get crazy and drink for 2 to 3 day straight into complete nothingness. What is that about? Actually I have been pretty good for the past year or so, but then again I was on Celexa. Maybe I should try Strattera? I don't know. I am not about to do the Bi-polar thing.
Help......
poster:Jaynee
thread:130861
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