Posted by Neo on November 7, 2002, at 12:30:10
Hi to all,
this is my strange kind of depression:
i'm not desperate at all, but all my life seems to be vanish, useless, without any sense.
I'm bored and annoyed about everything around me.
Nothing seems to be interesting, so i became aphatic, anergic, and think that nothing, nobody has a meaning and a value: why to work? why to do sports? why to go out of home? why to meet people and friends? why to speak? Everything and every body greatly annoyed me and i think to loose my time....but i've nothing else to do!
I feel no feelings, fear, happyness, nothing seems to care to me, my whole life seems to be a complete vasted time.
Noone and nothing could touch me anymore, i'm out of this world.
I was diagnosed Unipolar depression and i was on every kind of AD: ssri, tca,....nothing, on the contrary my aphaty and sense of empty increase a lot while i was on them: I did not speak anymore, i wanna only to be alone.
Before to surrender me (or take forbidden drugs), i thought that i've never tryied with stimulants meds (all the rest Ads i've tryied yet).
THE QUESTION is this: could stimulant substances like Adderal, Ritalin, Concerta.... aleviate my deep indifference for life?
Any experience like mine?
Any help will be appriciate a lot!
Thanks very much for your attention and apologize for my awful english.
Bye
poster:Neo
thread:126830
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20021101/msgs/126830.html