Posted by BarbaraCat on October 5, 2002, at 11:28:04
In reply to Re: Acid Trips, posted by Panic_Attack on October 5, 2002, at 8:09:37
I'm not discounting the acid, but do you think that it was the acid or the cocaine that affected you more? I also did methamphetamine alot during my acid days and think that it fried my neurons more than acid. I think I learned the form of how to be psychotically depressed from the acid, but it was the heavy meth use that structurally affected my brain and compromised my physical health. I know I'll never do a psychotropic again, ever. Even with pot I can feel my neurons kinking and bending. But jeeze, all these ADs I've been on have got to be doing some weird stuff as well.
BTW, Serzone didn't do SH*T for me either except to turn me into a zonked-out dimwit. You could probably do much better with another AD with a benzo.
> I know Acid is 99% of the cause of my panic/anxiety attacks. I use to have severe depression but thats gone. (thank god). I am only 21 years old and when i was 13-16 years old i was a very heavy acid user. In my lifetime I have taken over 100 hits of acid. We tripped every other day... 3 hits @ a time. Then at the age of 20 i got into cocaine... and 1 year ago i have a cocaine overdose.... and ever since then i have had horrific anxiety attacks. I am pretty much drug free now (except for the alcohol) I am a very social drinker (every weekend). I Baker Acted myself about a month ago. I know im not crazy (i found that out when i was around all those real crazy people). I always think to myself... If i didnt do all that acid and cocaine, would i have these panic/anxiety issues? I wish i could take it all back (even though it was fun at the time). If I was to take ACID today in my life... I would die. I know my body or mind could not handle. I couldnt dream of doing something like that to my body today! I now take Serzone for my anxiety (which doesnt do SH*T!!)
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