Posted by Mr.Scott on October 2, 2002, at 0:02:59
After a nice hiatus from work where I felt so good I didn't even need to post here anymore, I was forced to go back. I was guilted into it by society and unable to think of a good sociopathic scheme to stay financially afloat (any ideas?) I am already feeling robbed, and stressed again. I just told a friend "After I'm done doing what I have to do, and am supposed to do, I can't even rememebr what I wanted to do." I have nothing but carbohydrate cravings and more cigarette butts (to counter the stress/winter induced hunger) to show for my toils. I'm thinking maybe I should lead a very simple life that shelters me from any kind of stress. Otherwise I might as well be dead. I've no energy left for conversation and joke after working all day. I feel drained and exploited. Maybe my temperament doesn't do so well with high stress jobs like sales and marketing. Sell! Sell! Sell! I'd rather Sleep! Sleep! Sleep!I think I prefer jobs that do not use brain cells. All my chemicals are used up by 5:00pm and I'm useless.
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