Posted by cybercafe on August 26, 2002, at 22:58:43
In reply to Re: Afraid to start clonazepam » Guy, posted by mair on August 26, 2002, at 20:36:37
yeah it's weird what lack of sleep does...if i obsess or ruminate on how i am sleepy and need sleep but can't get it ... arg! there is major emotional turmoil... just a constant nagging ache ... of sleepiness i can't shake... and that conflict... of wanting to sleep... feeling like.. you need to sleep.. but your body is working against you... that is what's tough... when you feel like you don't want what's best for you.... when different parts of yourself are fighting one another... in conflict...
that's inner turmoilBUT if i feel like it would be nice to stay up and get things done, or wake up early and get things done.. and think about it more positively.... i get some nice hypomania ...
i think.. how many cool things i can do... and how wonderful it is that i am now awake while ____ activity is happening, .. and instead of staying home cuz there's nothing to do.. i can go out and participate in ___ and ___ and ____ while they're happening ... very exciting! .. and fun !
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