The edge of nothingness........

Posted by Jerrympls on August 13, 2002, at 22:24:36

I thought nothing could be worse than depression - crying, hopelessnes, low self-esteem, fatigue, anger, but now, after increasing my Prozac to 40mg, I feel nothing. Nothing tastes good, creativitiy is a myth, existance is a bland, boring, flat, grey nothingness. It's one of the most terrifying "non-feelings" I have ever had. I could watch someone get shot and killed right before my eyes - and I wouldn't care - I wouldn't weep - I wouldn't curse God, I wouldn't care......nothing matters.....
Are the "blahs" better than depression? What's scarier is nothing happens when I take Dexedrine.....
flat......dull......a life with no laughing.....wait-this is life?
Oh dear.

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