Posted by omega man on June 5, 2002, at 22:58:07
In reply to Re: Tuff to say, posted by jonh kimble on June 5, 2002, at 17:57:28
I find drugs alone pretty useless..just a chemical shift..but to squew reality...play about with time..in that sometimes we have pressure to think dynamically..say an opportunity arises...
if you don't abuse the drugs and just have them somehwhere for the right moment..then each drug is like its own little "spell" you can use..allowing you to open little doors..or if stress whacks you out the blue it does not have to close you down for a week...I managed to grieve and vent my frustration when my grandfather died very very quickly because I had the drugs to hand..for that purpose...mainly I took Ectasy for the time when we had to say goodbye ..so he would feel everything I had...because he had so little time taking E helped me say everything in a very quick space.
Drugs give me freedom and control to have a new kind of mental life..I have a dozen favourites and 3 of them aint legal.I don't let Pdocs tell me what drugs to take or when..but thats because I live in the UK..where they have to follow strict and out of date practise...luckily my mothers a privately trained Pdoc so maybe that helps me ...
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