Posted by janejj on May 4, 2002, at 23:42:45
Thankyou for caring enough to reply. I have taken a couple of ativans and some trazodone, so feeling a bit more mellow now. I just want to escape myself, I am writhing around in agony from these feelings. I'm scared and I don't see the future. I know this is all supposed to be irrational thinking, but it is so real to me. I feel like I am dying slowly. I think i will stay in bed for 5 days until i can see the doctor and get my boyfreind to pick up some more ativans, Hopefully then this will all be over. Sorry, i don't want to bring anyone else down, sorry if I've made anyone feel that way.
Jane
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