Posted by Sparkboy on April 4, 2002, at 13:52:19
In reply to Re: I Second That Emotion, posted by crepuscular on April 4, 2002, at 0:53:12
Does it give you an AD response or anxiety relief? Are you on a low dose? My primary thing now is crippling anxiety, fear of social interaction, lack of warmth, and indecision (fear related). Wake up with a mild anxiety attack each morning (have to face another day). It feels like standing in the center of a mine field.
I get along well with most people but live in mortal dread of those few fringe people in any setting (like a job) who like to undermine wherever they sense vulnerability. That's human nature, of course, but it drives me to distraction when it occurs. Social life will become possible when I feel good enough to stop sending off those victim signals. Sorry for rambling, but this is one of the few places I think people can relate.
--John
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