Posted by BarbaraCat on March 24, 2002, at 0:26:52
In reply to Re: BCat: your experiences, posted by vicky on March 23, 2002, at 18:42:01
Vicky,
Yes! The constant crying - I remember that. Hysterical sobbing and feeling of doom. It was like I was picking up only the negative violent 'stations' in my mind. I'd be looking at a beautiful field of flowers and all I could see were the future bulldozers plowing through it to build strip malls. And once the thoughts caught hold and the crying started, nothing could comfort me or convince me that it would ever get better.I just went through a recent bad episode in December through February and it was the anguish and crying again all over again and that fearful sense of dread. Having depression is bad enough, but having anxiety on top of it is nasty. It's very difficult to 'just embrace it'. I'm feeling pretty good again but it's going to take a long spell of it before I trust it.
How are you doing these days? What meds have you found helpful?
poster:BarbaraCat
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