Posted by BarbaraCat on February 26, 2002, at 0:13:46
So, I got my shipment of adrafinil from the UK and started taking it hoping to have a taste of the miracle some of us had experienced here on this board. Prior to beginning the Adrafinil, I'd had a 10 year mediocre response from SSRI's and had recently gone on lithium and upped klonopin with just a teensy bit of Remeron (Remeron had pooped out badly and I'd been trying to see if I could do without AD's since they made me feel bad by themselves). All was going well, brain beginning to unfry, feeling pretty good, if still a bit delicate.
After 2 days on Adrafinil I began to feel such an inner tension (one of it's reputed side effects). I kept at it for 1-1/2 weeks hoping it would get better. I kept spiraling into a very uncomfortable, agitated place, virtually undoing the soothing balm the new lithium/klonopin had been providing. It brought on a melancholic hypomanic state (no, this is not a contradiction). Needless to say, I stopped. This was about 3 weeks ago.
Even after stopping, I was sobbing everywhere I went, and I believe that the agitation caused by the Adrafinil was enough to unbalance my poor chemistry. So I upped the lithium from 100 to 300 mg and started back on 30 mg. Remeron. That combo seems to be the ticket and I am feeling great. I think those of us tending toward the Bipolar II side should be VERY CAREFUL of strong norepiniphrine drugs. This has been a valuable lesson for me. Now I KNOW I'm BP-II whereas before I just suspected it. - Barbara
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