Posted by wendy b. on December 9, 2001, at 21:43:31
In reply to How does it feel to respond to an AD ?, posted by janejj on December 8, 2001, at 21:00:04
> Hi Guys,
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> I'm just wondering how it feels to respond to an antidepressant ? Is it a really gradual thing and does it keep getting better the longer you are on it ?
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> regards
> J
Hi Jane,When I started on Zoloft about 7 yrs ago (I've been off it now for a year), I thought I felt relief within about 4 days. They say this is impossible, and that it could have been the 'placebo effect,' but I knew I felt markedly better that first week. This is why 'Your Mileage May Vary,' or YMMV, is one of those mottos on PBabble. Each person's reaction to the same drug can be so different.
I was about 37, and had suffered from long-term, chronic depression. Or so I thought at the time. My current shrink diagnosed me in April with bipolar 2, and I've probably been like that since my early 20s. So, I was having bouts of anger and irritability, and it seemed to me to be directly related to my period. It came on during the 3 weeks before my period (seriously). I knew this couldn't be good for my child, who often got the brunt of my anger, as I am a single mom. I mean, not like I hit her, but I raised my voice a lot, and I didn't like it. My therapist said I was too hard on myself, that no one is a perfect parent...
So I saw my gynecologist, who tried various versions of the Pill, each with different hormone combinations, but that didn't make the anger go away. And then we tried progesterone suppositories, but you can imagine, it didn't suit my lifestyle very well. So then the gyn suggested Zoloft, and I said ok.
Like I said, it seemed to work right away. What did it feel like? Corny, but like a great cloud over my head had been lifted. Like around every corner there wasn't some fresh disaster just waiting to happen, which was the way I had always perceived what my life was like. One horror after another. On the Zoloft, I could now feel happy sometimes, and the anger and irritability did go away over time. But it brightened my mood quickly.
Now I'm on a good combo: Wellbutrin and Neurontin, and Xanax for anxiety or sleeplessness, but I don't take it much. If I stay relatively pumped up with my Neurontin dosage and don't forget to take it, I am pretty stable.
I hope this helps you 'interpret' your reactions to your drug. May I ask, which one is it, and how are YOU feeling? Please don't feel any pressure to respond... just curious...
Best,
Wendy
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