Posted by KB on November 28, 2001, at 3:38:53
Why is it always 4am when I am depressed and waking up?
Sometimes I think 4am lasts for several times as long as other hours, or occurs more frequently, or something.I took 4 Benadryl pills and am still awake, resisting the temptation to take more. I haven't had this problem since a couple weeks after I started meds. Luckily, I don't have to work tomorrow.
My grandmother is dying halfway across the country,
I had to have one of my cats put to sleep, my boss realy pissed me off today for blaming me for getting an infection and spending a week in the hospital (she says that since I know I have Lupus I should be more careful, but it was an accident - it's not like I got sick on purpose), my furnace rusted through and flooded the house (the basement ceiling is on the floor, the upstairs floors are warped), etc. etc.I feel like my brain is going to bubble over and spill out through my ears and run down the sides of my face. Lovely image, huh?
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