Posted by snowpony on November 22, 2001, at 4:06:15
I started nardil about 5 years ago. I have had some very interesting side effects that have radically changed some behaviors and thought processes. First I quit smoking using nicoteen gum, that was three years ago and now I am addicted to the gum, I chew 12mg each time and will go through a 48 mg package a day. Second I have become very angery at life, people, etc. to the point I want to cause physical harm to them. the harm I wish and have done has not progressed to a point of committing the harm but only to a few, yet it was in such a way that they did not know I caused it. I am very afraid that some day I may go to far and kill or seriously injure someone. Third, I have become a sort of kleptomaniac, prior to the nardil I committed only a couple of crimes but now I have progressed to the point where I have become a serious theif and I am afraid of getting caught and doing long jail time, yet I feel totally justified that the crimes I commit are ok, and I just can't stop. I went of nardil for 4 months and all of the things I just mentioned went completly away. I became seriously depressed, contempating suicide hourly, I even carried a loaded gun with me along with a bottle of pills and a bottle of rum. My Pdoc put me back on Nardil, the depression left but the other things have come back. My Pdoc has thus far been unable to help me with these things.
I am at a loss as to what to do, stay on nardil or be drepressed and kill my self. If you have any ideas please let me know? If you have had similar probloms let me know how you delt with them. thanks.
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