Posted by JohnX2 on November 13, 2001, at 17:59:55
In reply to Going To War with my docs, posted by Katey on November 13, 2001, at 16:18:31
Sorry, but I am the self-proclaimed master
at this.I hated my 1st pdoc. Felt after a while he was
incompetent and arrogant at not acknowledging his inability
to treat me and to act professionally and refer me
to someone else.Anyways, I am into twisted psychological games and
he was big into therapy, so since I got off work
to go to therapy I had a "little fun". I was really
good at having him say (a) continue down a line of
logic to (B)..(c)...(d).. and then have him come to
a conclusion that is ~(a) (reverse of a),
a contradiction to his initial promise. really messed
with his head. I was wasting my time, yeah, however it was
sadistic pleasure and payback for my maltreatment.
The last time we talked he said "no one in my lifetime
has ever made me feel more worthless and ineffectual".
This guy was a total wuss. Sorry if I sound so bitter
and twisted but I laugh about it now.My relationship with other doctors is much better. I am
careful not to divulge too much when I 1st meet them or
they will label me neurotic, but if they are smart and open
minded, then they usually enjoy my appts as a change of
pace from their usual patients.Have fun,
john> i have a feeling that a doctor/patient relationship shouldnt be like this, but i feel like i'm preparing to go to war with my pdoc and gp. ive been researching and hunting up things of interest that might help me. i have a feeling im going to interrogate both of them on subtypes, and different meds. i wish i could switch them both, but theres too many politics involved.
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