Posted by emma lee on September 8, 2001, at 23:47:42
In reply to PLEASE, SOMONE HELP ME, I'M FALLING TO PIECES., posted by zarathustra on September 8, 2001, at 21:07:47
Andrew, I'm emma, just found this site. I CAN relate to your problems, especially how your friends think you're something you don't think you are. Do they try to "help" you? do they even know what's going on with you? mine don't and they all pretend they know what's best for me. I get so angry sometimes so i yell and scream and say things i know i'm going to regret. this is how i've been dealing with my anger lately, is this wrong?? what do they do?they call me Manic. this makes me yell more. All i know is that life is worth living, at least in my eyes, and i have tried to kill myself but it hurt too much. Is that a reality check or insight into what a nerveless senseless chicken i am.? Hell, you have friends in this wierd fucked up cruel bluecollar world you haven't even met yet, so try not to be rash. You've got life to live, places and people to see, I think that's worth living. ~emma~
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