Posted by Bijou on July 6, 2001, at 21:44:12
I am currently trying to get off ultrams,and I can't do it.Can't even get thru 2 days!My personal life is in limbo and I can't deal,xanex just makes you sleep and I can't sleep anymore than I already do. When I tried to go without Ultram today, my world completely Crashed!I started to think apocoliptic, like I'll never find love,happiness,I'll never be able to get off pills,Why is God punishing me,just really insane stuff,all that plus the nonstop crying and scrinching up my forehead,then I get scared that the drugs are aging me,or maybe the stress and depression,Total Confusion! I finnally had to succumb and take 2 trams, 30 minutes later,i felt numb!, Stoped crying and just stared this blanket,spaced out stare,but it was better than before and I wonder now, what am I going to do when i run out????
poster:Bijou
thread:69229
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