Posted by elderweissblue on June 1, 2001, at 15:33:57
My psych was angry with me because I had stopped zyprexa, she nearly freaked, and has me put off idea of the celexa for now, though before she said I was going to be switched to celexa only, because it would have been cheaper. Now she tells me she never intended to take me off zyprexa. she wants me on zyprexa now. I take 5mg of it. Ive been labelled with psychosis though I have never hallucinated or heard voices. I think too much and have conversations in my head, talk to myself alot. BUT I can distinguish between fantasy and reality, I just like to fantasize and ruminate. I know I have an anxiety disorder and the klonopin has helped alot. I personally think I have an ingranied personality disorder and that theres no hope for me. I guess Ill continue feeling worthless and useless for the rest of my life. Screw this life!
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