Posted by Paige on May 20, 2001, at 6:34:58
In reply to Re: dopamine and crying...CAM maybe? » Paige, posted by kazoo on May 20, 2001, at 1:10:17
Dear Kazoo,
You make a very good point. And I agree. I have to
say I love laughing a whole lot more !! I make
myself laugh ususally - while driving no less!
Sometimes, when you feel this way (just plain ole'down)
you can't help but want to make yourself laugh.
Anyway, and anyhow.You gave good advice and I thank you very much.
I do cry alot. I mean 4 years ago was very strange
and the psychoogist thought I was having a breakdown.
I simply could not stop crying. Also, I had had
surgery (sodium penothal and all (sp) and woke up
crying...talk about a truth serum.. so this is
strange to me, very strange and I know it comes from
a place a pain, I am not just shedding tears for
no reason although that happens too. I just feel
like I am going to dehydrate at some point soon.
But awaking after the surgery and crying was
a key thing for me. Since 4 years ago it just
has not stoppped. Celexa stopped it, and I liked
the ability to me a whole lot more social on Celexa.
That I loved, because I am very shy, but he side effects
were the pits. Wellbutrin....well....I guess i have
to get back on it. It is so nice not awaking at 4am
though.I know crying is okay. Most people I know would not
think of it. I actually have a semi-friend now, was a
good friend until I went into this depression,(funny
how they vanish...and at the worst time!) who said
to me to be vulnerable and that it was okay? Now,
I don't know about you, but most people I know who are
depressed are as vulnerable as they get!I have rambled, I am sorry , Kazoo.
Thank you for your thoughts and support. IT's needed.
Paige
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