Posted by Dubya on April 6, 2001, at 1:03:15
In reply to Re: Lilian, posted by Kingfish on April 5, 2001, at 17:19:44
I am a loser b/c, I can never perceive myself now having a girlfriend. Forgive my saying this but, I am not an total egotistical being, I am modest and perhaps realistic. I don't want to sound or be a philosopher so my complaining is real pain. I am so able to cry, only of course when I feel remorse for myself otherwise, I am supposedly supressed to crying in public. B/c of all of this, I sometimes feel that I'd be happier if I wasn't alive. Sorry to ramble but I thought I'd mention how I feel right now. Someone please please do input on this. Either I am a big LOSER or I am not doing something right at all. BAsically, I can't do well socially, academically or even routinely. So, what am I good at? Well, people in authority (high school) perceive me as a 'play-boy', aimless and purposeless. Now I am in comm. college and am a flop, I try too hard to make friends and I just suck, right everyone?
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