Posted by dreamer on March 23, 2001, at 22:14:30
In reply to Describe your hypomania/dysphoria episodes, please, posted by katrina on March 23, 2001, at 17:33:32
> I'd like to learn about hypomania, mixed episodes...what did you feel/think or act?
Hypomania for me is euphoric ,intune with the universe I usually claim I've found the meaning of life and I have kept piles of papers with formulas and symbols that when normal i consider nonsense.I'm witty and cognitively sharp and all the people look so miserable and i see them as mere animals shuffling around so slowly.
[oops ,sorry Dr Bob I think this one should be in the social babble].
Mixed episodes,it's like that exciting feeling in your stomache when your looking forward to something but at the same time contemplating which method of suicide is best and less messy . In a kind of blissful mood it's a sunny day you decide to go for a walk then gaze at the railway track and decide that today would be a good day to die,or your reflection in the mirror looks great but another part of you thinks i'll slash my neck.
If i'm right in the meaning of dysphoria this is where i'm more creative and productive cynical and miserable but think I must struggle on.
that's it in a nuttersshell.
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