Posted by felix on December 1, 2000, at 1:06:53
In reply to Celexa Made Me Rich !!!, posted by GLYN on November 30, 2000, at 21:49:54
I am starting to wonder if being addicted to a medicine is prefeable to eaking out this anxious existence. >
I face it constantly, for now the alive feeling of anxiety is still refreshing. Eight years of Benzos crushes the real human.
I still need the crutch. I am trying an experiment. (I don't trust myself) I am giving them to a friend, or my mother (a Psychiatric nurse). They live nearby, and will know if and when I need them.
One thing I did when I had free access to valium or even the promise of it in short doses was that I rushed to reinvolve myself. It is very easy to overextend your real capabilities to financial, buisness, emotional or whatever commitments you may not really be up to when straight. Being richer in pocket will be less freedom if its slave to being in a tranquilized state to produce the goods. I had a long extreme drawn out addiction. I tranquilized myself to be in a so called richer state. I had no feeling for any of it in the end. I gave up the nice cars, my house and my job to be free from the drugged state I needed to be in to maintain it.
> Also, does anyone know if and where I can buy it online using a credit card (or perhaps sell me some of yours - I never said that!)
>I know how you feel. It's really better you have access through online pharmacies than propose off street deals.
Here a few book marks for online pharmacies that sell it by credit card. You still need a prescription.www.bhpharmacy.com/
www.cyber-chemist.com/
www.jollysonline.com/jollys_company.htm
www.web-six.com/foreign-pharmacy/> As you can see, I am having a crisis over this issue at the moment and I want advice - even if its mainly negative.
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I try to keep rules to keep free from addiction ideas. I feel One double dose, for a real state is better than three single smaller anxious times. And a weeks wait before another. I try to Structure plans around ideas like that.
Lorazepam (Ativan) throws itself out the system quicker when in a state too.
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