Posted by noa on November 6, 2000, at 13:59:48
In reply to Do I really feel this good or am I dreaming??????, posted by Lori P on November 6, 2000, at 13:31:38
It is amazing, isn't it, when this happens. I know that when I found myself laughing, and even enjoying myself again, I became nervous that it wouldn't last, and even worried that it meant hypomania (I had never had a hypomanic episode).
That is because it had been a while since I felt good feelings. It actually made me cry when I was telling a friend that I had a good time going out with friends one night last year, after being so depressed for so long. The tears were a mixture of joy and disbelief and relief and happiness and fear and grief, all wrapped together.
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