Posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 4:43:47
I wanna stop my pills, and i don't care what happens. I'm sick of being medicated. sick of being 40 lb overweight. sick of living a life that has no meaning. I'm sick of everything. I'm sick and tired of my brain. sick and tired of people, sick and tired of society. I feel like saying f-uck the world. and I hope that I die and that death will come soon, you may follow my casket on a pale afternoon.
Therapy doesn't help, pills suck, and life is a real B-tch no matter how many pills one takes. The only comfort is sleep, but the problem is, sooner or later, you have to wake up.
Camus wrote:metro, boulot, dodo (metro, job, sleep), refering to the tediousness of life. and 'plus ca change, plus c'est la meme chose (the more things change, the more they are the same). How true!
How I look forward to finally being at peace. How I look forward to non-existance. I really can't wait for it. I wish I could make it come tonight. go to bed and not awake, ever again.
I smoke, and when I do, I enjoy every puff, knowing it shortens my life. I hold it in as long aas I can, trying to cause as much damage as possible, hoping that if I get cancer, they will finally help me die.
poster:pullmarine
thread:45583
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