Posted by Cass on August 16, 2000, at 16:02:44
In reply to I'm scared, posted by quilter on August 16, 2000, at 0:46:44
Dear Quilter,
I can really relate to wanting a guilt free death sentence. I became suicidal when I was a teen-ager, and I never thought I would live this long. As a child, I had "Love Story" fantasies about dying romantically and being missed. Your life is worth living, though. You probably know that, deep down. I encourage you to talk to your cardiologist, and listen to his/her advice if you think it sounds good. If he/she is incommunicative or cold, try to find another one. It makes all the difference in the world having a kind, competent doctor. Also, the really frightening thing is that poor health may not lead to a death sentence. It could lead to a vegetative, dependent, and poor quality of life. I also used to have fantasies about being wiped out in a car accident, but what might really happen is paralysis, brain damage, dependence.... You should take whatever steps it takes to assure that live an independent and good qulaity of life. I'm trying hard to follow my own advice. Take care of yourself too.
Cass
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